fuck why the actual fuck should i not kill myself like i dont have a reason to stay im only not doin it cus im a wimp and cus i said arie is worse than me i cant do it until one of their attempts works but now i lowkey want them to do it so i can but i dont want to do it cus they like my closest friend and i think it would destroy me and everyone else who loves them fuck i wanna die fuck hook me up with a serial killer fuck imma crawl into a hole and die fuck-f.g