I was fine about a year ago… til I wasn’t. I’m ftm but closeted with homophobic parents and I’ve been feeling really bad and it’s gotten to the point that I’m suicidal. I’ve given signs to almost everyone. (Played songs about suicide, SHOWED MY MOM MY SH, told my brother I needed help, and even litterly said I sh to a freind.) nobody noticed. My life is a living hell. The pain I get from cutting myself feels better than I thought. I don’t know how much more of this life I can take.