I don't have anyone. I don't have a great relationship with either of my siblings or my parents. partially, I'd say it's my fault. I was a lot when I was younger, and I'm sure it scarred our relationship in some way, but I've decided not to dwell on that part too much. anyways, It's mostly because I'm very socially awkward, antisocial, and someone who "doesn't try hard to maintain relationships", as I've been told. I'm a dry texter. I'm picky about who I wanna be around. I'm the biggest asshole I know. but I so desperately need someone to the point it makes me sick. I don't want pity, because in my opinion, it can be forced, fake, and something said or done out of trying to be a good person. I think I just want someone who can listen, someone who genuinely understands me. I have no way to vent any of my feelings. I don't like pain. I don't like yelling. and I obviously can't speak to anyone. bye, reader. I hope you have the best day/night. I love you.