Basically school starts soon and I can't fucking do it. I can't go through that shit show again. Its so insanely exhausting and makes my mental problems worse. The halls are gonna be so fucking loud. My friend group is probably gonna leave me. I'm so scared that i don't even know how to put it into words. Ughhhghtjsbeueksbdjsj. Nothings ok. Nothing at all. I actually fucking can't everything's gonna be so loud and its gonna make my brain loud and I won't be able to turn it downnnnn. I don't know what to do. I'm always scared or nervous and its starting to get out of handddd. I don't want to tell anyone though. I can't have people worried about me I'm fine I'm FUCKING FINE
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