I was groomed as a child by my cousin aged 15 you are aware what you where doing i was 7 or 8 when my innocence was gone and only found out recently that my brother told my cousin that its fine for him to do them stuff to me bc i wouldnt understand that its wrong i thought it was all normal i became hypersexial i feel like my brother had did this bc he didnt want to feel terrible that he was grooming my sister recently she told me that my brother said weird things like suck it its clean and also then it was a failed attempt i felt my cousins brother doing stuff with me when i was sleeping but i acted unaware i didnt want to face the awkwardness then his sister i have remorse idk but i thought it was normal and we did weird stuff too this just made me do unusal stuff with ppl as a child recently i found out my brother was the culprit i was disgusted and found out he raped my sister he was 20 and she was 13 sleeping we was both abused and screamed at as kids btw and she had a miscaridge