a rant abt some struggles i’ve had recently, tw sh and ed school started again for me recently and my ed and sh have been pretty bad. i struggle a lot with sh because of perfectionism and academic pressure with my grades, and im js so tired. in one of my classes i was assigned to sit next to a girl who has sh scars on her arm and whenever i see them or js see her i kinda shut down in class and its rlly hard not to start scratching myself in class to force myself stay present. ive also been struggling a lot with binging and purging this week and i js feel like im spiraling.
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