I'll never be normal. I'll never be free. In the end, I'm just an ignorant sheltered adult who doesn't know what to do and how to live. I can never afford therapy and I don't know how to do adulting especially booking an appointment and asking for help. I grew up emotionally stunted and it ruined me. I'm sure people who dealt with me thinks I'm really stupid and dumb, " how come you don't know this? you're an adult for fuck's sake ", well I'm sorry that I don't know and I wasn't taught any better. I'm sorry to the people who know me and had to deal with how annoying, irritating, slow, and awkward I am. I wish I can just sleep forever.
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