I was a lustful disgusting person about year ago or longer I’ve done some disgusting things if people find out they’ll stop being friends with me it beat my ass I worry I am gonna be a bad person for the rest of my life. I know I changed I know I won’t do it again I also understand some people have to die and it also worry’s me I might be one of them (don’t worry it’s NOT rape or child molestation) it’s something way less but still unforgivable.