im currently crying sm my eyes hurt . i poured my absolute heart out to this girl and shes js everything i have ever fucking wanted in life, and i listened to her vent for hours, and hours. n i supported her thru everything and she says she cant be w me bc shes muslim and im a girl, and it hurts so so much.. i wanted it to be her. i need her and i cant have her and she keeps telling me she understands but she doesnt. this girl has kept me alive, im living for her and i js lost my last reason. im so lost..