I’m so close to just ending it all. My whole family hates me my friends don’t generally care about me. My mental heath is terrible but my mum just says it’s “lazy” “disgusting” “your just a teenager” “it’s just your autism” Eveyone thinks I’m tired of everything because of my autism but people forget I have emotions as well, I’m also human. Many people I know mentally abuse me. Not to forget one “friend” basically used me for their pleasure, convincing me best friends dress up as femboys and cat girls for each other, most people find it funny and cringe but they don’t realise it was forced and they also made me cosplay their fictional crushes (that made me uncomfortable). My dad is also homophobic and transpohbic. I have a comfort character but it’s naoya so everyone hates me even more. I can’t control what beings me comfort and what dosent