oh my god why does my mom get to yell and hit me and call me out my name when she's upset about something unrelated to me but when I get even a little loud when im upset about something and shes on a power trip and wants to make it difficult, im the disrespectful child??? im the bad guy??? I'm so confused. sometimes I get so fucking tired of my mom wailing "WHY HAVEN'T YOU STOPPED HARMING YOURSELF YET?!!" but then you do some stupid shit like this. i can't do this much longer i need to get out of here or im going to slit my inner wrist and let the blood skeet out i cant i fucking cant.