I’m so tired mentally I want it all to end I don’t have the energy to go outside I keep crying over nothing all my best friends moved away I want it all to end I want to start cutting again I used to be so innocent never insecure always so happy now I’m not as innocent I lost all the light in my eyes I’m so insecure I always suck it in just too look skinny so I can fit in and I feel like all my smiles are forced and that when someone has it worse than me I have to comfort them i JUST WANT IT TOO END!