what if I'm the basic friend thats secretly last people want to hang out with, i go to boring restaurants because i dont know anything better, and i dont have the funniest personality because honestly it's difficult to attain unless you dedicate years to refining it. the oblivion is the worst part. i dont know if im the boring friend, and it hurts knowing i'm probably nobody's first choice. i spent lots of money on nice clothes and hygiene plus i try to be overall very curious and well rounded, but no one seems to care.