I just don't understand why people treat me like shit. I support others small achievements but mine don't really matter, one of my closest friends told me that the only reason I got a special award (I do dance) was out of pure luck. I work hard but now it seems the only reason people want to know me is because of what I won or just to do their homework. Why can't I get treated with respect as well? I don't understand , do I just not matter enough for people to care? Instead of cheering me one, people I'm close to look at me with hatred or even envy. My dad won't talk to me and told me that im not his child and I don't deserve to be, but completely forgives others doing way worse things. My brother pretends to do really inappropriate things to me, he doesn't do it as much anymore but now I'm worried about him. If ur reading this thank u and don't forget ily, and I'm here for u,even though I don't know u irl