I guess a lot is happening recently. In few weeks I'll be moving out for uni. I'm excited, obviously, getting out of this fucking madhouse has been my dream for years now, but at the same time, I can't get myself to be fully happy about this. I'm scared that I won't be able to function, that I won't find a job, that I won't do well in uni, that I will struggle to make friends, that I will relapse and start starving myself again and more. idk what to do. i didn't even think I'd make it this far, I was supposed to kms when I was 12, and now im 19 and things are difficult and complicated and im scared.
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