What’s the best way to k-ll yourself? I’m too much of a p-ssy to try h-nging myself or something, and idk anything about pills. I’ve read that ov-rd-se doesn’t work a lot of the time, so like idk. I’m too scared to do anything anyway, so even if someone does respond to this I won’t do anything. I just think about it so much. I can’t walk into the ocean, I don’t have one near me. I can’t OD bc I don’t know how much I’m supposed to take. I can’t jump off a high place bc there aren’t any high places (I live in a small ish area). Can’t h-ng nyself bc I don’t have rope, and my fat -ss wouldn’t probably just break whatever I try to h-ng from. Can’t c-t my v-ins bc idk how. It’s so stupid. I’m scared of d-ath, but at this point I’d rather be dead and blank than be alive with whatever this is. I’m so stupid. I should probably tell my therapist about this, but then my parents won’t ever trust me again. I don’t need all that. I like being allowed to use sharp objects. :)