I can't fucking take this pain anymore. Eating hurts, not eating hurts, moving hurts, not moving hurts. No matter what I do, I'm in pain. And these stupid fucking doctors don't care enough to figure out what's wrong with me. Years and years, and it's only gotten worse and worse and worse. No friends to comfort me or even keep me company while I'm stuck in agony. I'm just isolated. I can't leave the house unless I have to. I've gone to more doctor's appointments than I have hangouts with friends in my entire life. I can't do this. It's never ending.