i dont know if anyone else is like this but a few times a year ill find something (usually a tv show, sometimes books/movies/etc) that interests me and for the next few months (sometimes years) its my WHOLE personality. i mean like i try not to annoy my friends w it but im always thinking about it and stuff but it gets to a point where it is LITERALLY all i can think ab and i cant bring myself to do other things like hw or cleaning etc.. like just thinking about it makes my chest hurt and my throat gets all tight bc i js love it so much it actually brings me pain and i cant move on from it like this tv show is my whole life and i kinda hate it bc i feel like im idolizing it and its terrible but i love it soso much and i js dk what to do bc no one else i know is like this i mean i was talking to my friend ab it & she was telling me how i can never js “like things normally” and im like yes omg thats so true but ughh idkidk i love it sm i want to inject this show into my viens