I hate going to school. My friends ignore me, don't invite me to parties, and don't like talking to me much. This makes me wonder if there's something wrong with my personality, and it makes me very insecure. My math teacher hates me and I think he thinks I'm stupid, because he only pays attention to a few students, which reinforced my insecurity. Today, on my test, I got an extremely low grade and it made me have an anxiety attack. I just don't want to go to school. I've been dealing with this by self-harming since I was 10 years old, today I'm 15 and I've never found another way to deal with it. I just know I've had suicidal thoughts and cried until my head hurt
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