NSFW! So I am a minor, and i joined a nsfw discord server because i saw it on some smut i was reading on ao3. It was cool and some of the people were chill and i got to know them better. Long story short, i started to message with this one person a lot more romantically than the already freaky nature i had because of the server. He was unaware that i wasn't of age, and we got to a point were we became boyfriends because we did care deeply about each other. It was only after accepting and growing closer that i began to be more open and vulnerable around him, which led to me venting and other things, and he did the same. I started to realize how much he and i were similar in many ways and because of that i knew i couldnt keep it from him anymore, because the longer i let it go on the more it would hurt him. so i told the truth, left the server and dont talk anymore. Im not looking for anyone saying what i did was bad or i didnt know, im fully aware of what i did and regret it deeply.