One particular popular bully kept a record of my behavior from a year ago to torture me with. He posted about how I'm only faking the image of a melancholic and an intellectual, how I'm dependent on everyone else's love because I can't create anything original. I'm not into academia, I regret ever giving the impression that I was, but there's nothing I can do around pretentious wannabe academics but suffer and write the next piece for myself, whether it follows their ideology or not.
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