I have like a million things to rant about now that I have a place to do it but I don't know how to talk about any of it. Like there's no way to phrase any of of my current problems, trauma, and things I've been struggling with for a while. I don't want to be too nsfw in any way, or phrase how I personally deal with things without sounding like I'm on sort of some fuckass high horse. I feel like ranting about my problems will make me more alien then I already feel. And it feels like I'm bothering people EVEN THOUGH IM USING THIS SITE AS INTENTED. All I can do is complain about short term problems that's don't even matter in the long run. And I don't know where to file some stuff which is so small and stupid but ITS JUST ANOTHER THING TO DEAL WITH RAGHHH -'jnsy'