I wish I had friends. I dress very nice (have been told multiple times) and I am the best player on two of my college's club teams and I'd rate myself a 7/10 on a good day (looks help, honestly). Problem is, I am extremely awkward and boring. Not even shy; I just have nothing to say. All my interesting qualities are deliberate attempts to compensate for my social deficiency. Many people are nice to me and try to include me but it understandably fizzles out when they realize I have no personality. I don't enjoy being this way.
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