Rant #18163

I’ve done some really messed up and questionable things when I was a teenager and I don’t know if I’ll be able to forgive myself. It’s been a few years since they’ve happened but things associated with the topics bring back memories and guilt that I can’t seem to get away from. I’m also fearful that it will come back up in the future and haunt me even more than it already does. I’m so fucked