is it normal to feel so fucking sad and pathetic when sober? I feel so stupid for saying this but genuinely anything to not be sober and feel my emotions is all I want to do. I know everyone is going say that’s bad or whatever but if I’m not ready to face my own emotions why THE FUCK would I put myself in that position? I’m not ready to handle all the bullshit that goes on in my life, my head, my body but then when I say all this I feel so idiotic. I just want to feel at peace.