I miss my ex girlfriend so much I don't even want to call her that I just want her to be with me again an d be happy. I made a mistake and I probbably ended up chasing her out because I have bpd and I suck. I Just want her to realize it''s not me I promise I just made a mistake I should have never said anything about how I felt I'd do anything in this world to have you back even if it required making a deal with saatn himself. I'm sorry, All I can say is I'm sorry and I love you if you're reading this somehow. I miss youso much