Rant #1807

I'm so tired i haven't slept well in over a month. I dont get to. All i do is school work and babysit what are supposed to be my fuckin nephews but brothers truly. I dont get a say in it. I say i dont want to? It doesn't matter. Have i cut? Yes; does it help? No. Have i tried talking to therapist? Yes. What do they say? "Oh just say you dont want to." LIKE ITS THAT SIMPLE. I CANT ALL I DO IS SCHOOL WORK AND BABYSIT I HAVE NO TIME TO MYSELF ANYMORE I WANT THIS TO STOPSTOPSTOPSTOP