Rant #1792

i did something that i knew could be wrong, but i didn't know for SURE that the wrong thing was happening, but i didn't take the steps to make sure it wasn't even though i knew it was a possibility. and now it turns out i DID do wrong/bad and i feel evil and disgusting for it. i don't know what to do or how to feel better because i HATE the thing i did and usually ACTIVELLY ALWAYS avoid it but this time i just didn't think enough about it to avoid it and now i did something wrong and i feel horrible.