I struggle with social anxiety disorder to the point that Im so scared of being judged that I can't reach out when I want to talk to someone. right now I'm finding it really difficult to keep going but everyone around me doesn't know anything because I'm too afraid to tell them. inside I know if I do tell them it would be okay but I'm too scared something will go bad. it gets better when I'm at school because of our uniform, it makes everyone look similar but everyone there is horrible, Ive heard the things even my best friends say about each other and it makes me terrified to think about the things they say about me.