i miss the way i was before i met you, you absolutely ruined me. i was such a loving caring person and you changed me into an avoidant person, i turned just like you and now you are here in my dms appologixing for a damage you cant fix anymore i gave you tons of chances and you took them for granted i hate the way you made me feel when you broke up with me just because i was too clingy. you ruined me, completely. because of you i had to seek validation from other men because i thought i was unlovable i was used and blackmailed just for ur own sake but god knows who the real problem is my heart will NEVER forgive you for the things you did to me, they still haunt me till this day. i dont wish this upon anyone except for yourseld. i truly always will hate you