To be honest I deserve any hate or negativity that comes my way from this, I cheated many many times on my gf (now ex) and it’s been the biggest regret of my life, I used to add people on Snapchat and send nudes multiple times a day because the attention I got boosted my ego and confidence, it was a problem that started years before I even met her and ever since it’s started it’s been an addiction and I hate it, everyday I wake up scared of myself that I’m gonna relapse (which feels awful to even say that this is addicting) and hurt other people online, I wake up knowing that I broke the heart of the girl who loved me to death and gave me everything, I feel sick thinking of myself, I try so hard to stop and every time I go back to it, I have a horrible masturbation addiction and I do it anywhere from 3 or more times a day everyday, I hate looking at myself in the mirror cause all I see if this disgusting monster who betrayed the person who never deserved any if this, I’m sorry A