I sometimes feel like my english teacher hates me, I want to be friendly with teachers but idk I also feel like my swedish and chem teacher hates me, and the worst part is they are all girl teachers and it might just be a me problem. It’s just the way they talk and ”act” to me than to the other people in class (mostly boys), with them they are jolly and joke but when I joke they don’t get the same hype. I’m a girl btw. I also struggle with my grade even tho I got a high grade I can’t get the highest and I’m being hard on myself but the teachers make it harder. I feel like I am shy but I yap a lot sometimes and when I try to be a yapper it backfires. Now no girls talk a lot in my class except this girl who went to my class but moved, she’s pretty and talkative, I feel like im ugly and im asian so my stereotype also makes things harder cause I always think soebodys being racist when the smallest thing happens, im really crashing out idk what to do