Sometimes I wish people wouldn't be as harsh, I wish they carried, I wish my friends carried for me, I wish they understood what I feel, they're only there to have someone to talk to at school, i always ask how they are, they vent to me. They never ask how I am, no one know I'm anorexic, no one knows I lost 16 kilos, no one knows how alone I feel. I accepted that I don't have real friends. I taught it was okay. Its not okay. I'm not okay. Not having someone to pick you first is not okay. I wanna sleep and never wake up, I'm tired of bs😑