My friend is sick and I’ve been trying to be pisitive especially in fromt of them but it’s been eating me up. We’ve been hanging out for so long, since childhood and the thought of losing them destroys me. They won’t accept any financial help which only makes me feels worse but I act like nothing has changed even when I can see how tired they are and how different it all used to be. I pray every day God will heal them for me but sometimes I lose hope and freeze at the thought.. often I blame myself for being so coward but I can’t speak about it any longer because I don’t want to scare or sadden them more. If they aren’t with me l don’t know how I’m going to survive it
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