I heavily dislike religion. What others find joy in, I feel nothing but absolute agony. Ever since I was told I am going to hell by multiple people (teachers, friends, even strangers on a stage, etc) I've been terrified of it. Of course, you can I am lazy and the fact I don't pray is why I am going to burn for all of eternity. But why? Is my creator's ego that big that he cannot handle his own creations not worshipping him? Besides, HE made me this way, didn't he? Everything is in his control, isn't it? Aside from my personal issues against our mighty creator, I am deeply troubled by how my friends (who are religious) sees me. They believe I am going to hell, why do they bother with me? If they think so low of what I believe in, for I am an infidel, isn't that just.. dehumanizing?