I can't keep going like this. Just this week: So much daily pain from my illnesses So much stress and bs at work My dog damaged his spinal cord permanently I found out that a few months ago my partner was texting so many girls blatantly and sometimes complaining about me. During a period he was seriously abusing substances and hiding it, blaming our issues on my distance, bc I was struggling with a new medication that was whooping my ass. My dad who SAd me my whole life and treated me like crap while pretending it never happened just randomly sent an "apology" with no warning. I caught my partner using after he went overseas for a month and "detoxed". His mother moved back in and won't respect me just asking for quiet at midnight so I can rest for work. She just told me anything he's done to hurt me is because I'm not doing my "duties" properly. I need to be happy & kind & help him find a job better. I broke down outside & he flipped and left. It's midnight & he won't come back.