i lose friends. why? i dont fucking know that. theyre all predictable on one thing, theyll leave as soon as you become comfortable. and its like you cant do anything about it. its just, inevitable. we shouldve just studied without any external connections, maybe that way we all wouldve graduated. i will never understand why people have to put others down when theyre on top of the FUCKING table with their 46 medals of appreciation and not because of their grades. like you have all forms of appreciation do you want a cookie for dragging others down? shitless shameless and fucking deluded losers. all of them have NO RIGHT to talk on who i am when all they do i search for appreciation while putting others down in the dark depths of vision. IF WE WERE ALONE MAYBE THIS WOULDNT HAPPEN. DECADES HAVE PASSED AND YOURE TELLING ME THE EDUCATION SYSTEM HAS ONLY DEGRADED?!