I'm so easily triggered that someone can pass a dismissive "ok" and I'm filled with irrational anger. If I react, I'm seen as immature. I struggle to take rejection, I'd rather be oblivious to what's happening out there. Virtual realities increase my feeling of angst by the closeness that I feel, by the more language replicates and the shallower it becomes. I just want to be away from social media as much as possible, unless it's here, because I can't stand not having that connection through language. I'm lonely, and that angst that's allowed to grow without turning it into language or some sort of art just eats away the center in me.