Rant #17629

i was talking in class about how effort matters and i mentioned an anecdote about the effort that was put into recognizing how teachers have perceived power over students and i mentioned the teacher who i noticed acknowledge that by name and the moment i heard the other students react i got sooo soo embarrassed and now i'm thinking like GOD i NEED to kill myself,,, i blame my ocd for making me fixate on this for 5+ hours