I’m lonely I olny have online friends I fuck up all my real ones. Two of my siblings live in another sate my other one I can’t talk to because he freaks out at every single fucking thing I say. I try to talk to people irl but I get all anxious. Every were I go in person I freak out days before hand even if I went there hundreds of times before. I want in person friends I want to not do cyber school I want to be able to talk to my siblings I want to not feel fucking alone all the time or angry or anxious.