Why the hell did I stay over when my dorm is like five minutes away? Why the hell did I sleep in your bed? Why the hell did I want to cuddle with you? Why the hell did you take me into your arms? Why the hell did you kiss me? Why did I kiss you back? Why did I let all of this happen? I never thought I liked you in that way. I thought you were just a nice guy best friend. I don't want to lose that. I also don't want to miss out being with you