ahh fuck i hate my life i sh so fucking much i dont wanna count it tho cus its only a safety pin and they rarely bleed much either but i did it 50 times yesterday no exaggeration and 42 the other i swear ill be clean for 1 day and then do it a shit ton of times the next i wanna die im fully prepared and i js feel like i watch my friends like i have no friends and im not my closest friend's friend by far and no one would notice if i actually did or maybe then they would finally realise and maybe care a little..-f.g
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