i am so ugly i am going to cry. i never take pictures of myself. when i try to? i delete all of them because i am too ugly. nobody understands. i hate my face. and you know the funny part? i am too scared to point it out because i know nobody will reassure me. even with my bsf i am scared. no one will tell me “omg no what ure so pretty”. instead, they will stay silent. they will laugh awkwardly and look away. they will say with reluctance “everyone is beautiful”. fuck. everyone i know is prettier than me. i’ve cried multiple times because of this. it doesn’t make it better that i don’t have many friends (i deal with social anxiety) and nobody has called me pretty other than my friends and family. i wish i was joking. i am trying to lose 29Ib to get my face slimmer. it probably won’t work bc i think its genetic but whatever. also i am 5’0! which makes it worse. i wish i was 5’7. anyways ive already lost 4Ib in a week so thats good. i dont see any changes. i fucking hate myself.