This is really fucking embarrassing even if its anonymous. I feel like such a freak typing this. I'm 12 and I think I'm hypersexual. I jerk off multiple times a day if I have access to porn. I can't just take myself away from my devices and do something else either, because my stupid fucking head starts thinking of the things I saw and I can't make it stop until I'm in my bed jerking off again. I'm doing nothing to try and make it better because I know I can't. I've tried in the past to stop but I just cant. I'm so sorry to anyone who read this. I shouldn't even post this.