How are you finding happiness in this world? How do see what is happening right before our eyes and find any amount of joy? I feel nothing but hate and anger anymore. Its actually annoying to have anyone try to "comfort me" because it's truly hopeless. I get actually upset with people who are important in my life just for trying because why the fuck try? Honestly? How do you scrounge up the little bits of "happy" next to your mountain of awful shit and go "yes, this is good." Nah. it's not good. It could never, will never be good.
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