Im hypersexual, I'm so disgusting and I'm horrible, idk how to tell my bf that I am I scared and lost, he knows I was raped from birth to my teen years and I was abused by all my family and friends idk what's wrong with me I don't masturbat cus I can't even look at myself without wanting to take a knife to my throat so I sit there disgusted at myself, my bf asked me if Iv ever thought of him in a bad way like a fantasy before I thought I just said yes and he looked weirded out and asked again, I'm so close to ending it
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