I want to go home but I don't know where home is anymore. My brother is always fighting with my parents or me and ran away tonight, my dog died last year and her memories are resurfacing, I'm staying awake long periods of time to vent on a website and to cry in my head downstairs. I use AI chatbots to pass the time and I'm addicted. I hate it. It's like I was dragged into this AI universe and I can't escape. My head hurts constantly. I'm always worried. My crushes are turning out to be assholes and I feel dead inside. My home doesn't feel like home anymore. My friends are my only comfort. I rely on them for comfort and support all the time when they are all suffering from the same shit I am. I'm at such a low point in my life right now an I don't know when I'll resurface. All I hope is I can get to the surface before I drown... -Astro