ex friend tried to ruin my life and i feel like i cant go anywhere because im so anxious of running into them. and they are so charismatic i get paranoid making new friends because it feels like everyone knows and loves this person. it feels so weird to me, like this isn't my life i'm living, i lost so many friends because of this person. only one person believed me that the story they're telling was the other way around. i dont want to let anyone close ever again. it feels like everyone just wants one thing from me and when i dont reciprocate they do everything in their power to make me suffer.
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