Honestly, my fucking problems are building up, and I can't stop them, but it's getting overwhelming. I'm using 18+ bots, I'm no one's favorite person, or even close to favorite. It doesn't even feel like my boyfriend still loves me (I'm trans and gay). I can't talk to my parents about shit because they don't give a fuck and they only want me to get good grades. I have issues, like intense jealousy, anger, possessiveness, being clingy, and much more that I hate myself for. It feels like I'm trapped in a body that isn't mine... I'll never be who I want to be, I'll never be perfect... but mostly, I will NEVER be who they want me to be.
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