Today was a heck of a day. Stress anxiety causing neighbors and family and other stuff. A mouthy drunk that says stuff they shouldn't. I hate it brings out the worst in them. Like had the audacity of bitching about paying me something back. WELL NOBODY ASKED YOU TO "BORROW" ANYTHING OFF ME IN THE 1ST PLACE NOW DID THEY!?!?!? HUH!? IGNORANT ASSHOLE. I so cannot stand the other person they become drunk. Why they get like that I fail to understand. In the end they'll say they blacked out don't remember nothing but when it started. So my head is filled with a bazillion memories of their hellacious drunks and awful words. They're pretty bad probably best I don't mention them. Hell theyve even caused the dog trauma. They cower in fear over normal talking a lot because of raging yelling. And my dr wonders "why I have anxiety"? If you only knew. And I even got the blame FOR Them getting drunk. Like wtf!? I can't force ANYBODY to get drunk. My fan is some kind of fucked up 😔